Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Positive Thinking Results

As I wrote yesterday I was going to try to have a more positive attitude. How did it work on Monday? Well, I woke up and got got nauseous while brushing my teeth. I threw up a few times-there was nothing in my stomach, so mainly stomach acid was coming up-making me retch more. I retched so hard I broke some blood vessels around my eyes. The farrier didn't come to the barn (he'll be there later today) so Harley was still off. However, he really wanted to run and we had a good lesson. Work was annoying, but ultimately, not too horrible. Barrett didn't want me to go and now he's sitting underneath the computer desk wanting to be close to me. I'll keep hoping and praying for the best.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

sweetheart, positive thing doesn't work if you don't believe it will, I found that out the hard way myself.

I've decided I'm going to take what happens and spin it, no matter what it is.

Hear me spin:

I woke up and brushed my teeth and made my self a wee bit nauseous, I wretched and wretched, not much came out, but I'm sure I lost at least of pound bile and whatever else was in there needing to come out...

- It doesn't make it better, but after a while you start believing all the crappy things are happening to you for a reason. It's just a matter of finding the reason.

Stay strong.

Steph said...

Where's Vinnie when I need a positive spin?

I actually agree with Vinnie, but sometimes you really get tired of drinking the lemonade you make out of the lemons that keep coming your way.